It took me long, blogging and me, because i just go on with numerous commas, and hardly a full stop. So first time in a public forum. And being precise is a tough task. So i would introduce myself as a person, open minded, i mean If i say something i mean it. And if i dont say i mean more than it. Just blogging few feelings just to vent out. I am a married 33 year women, with a juvenal heart that is still away from belief pattern that society forces each obe of us to have. After 8years of relation now i am in a voyage, searching for that self who is my essence. I had a hard time making people understand my views, opinion, choices, ehich hardly matters in a hindu, lower middle class family. When your dreams are high you must have sone brain that could manipulate the world. But if you don't, Everyone will. So in my initial years of marriage i was in some dream world, thinking everything is happening as per the wishes of that supreme. But no darling.. You are letting it happen with y...